B L U R

Get over your hill and see what you find there, with grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.

Get over your hill and see what you find there, with grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.

Today was a blur. I could scrap this photo and pretend it wasn't but what's the point in that? I was anxious, unsure, chronically indecisive and sad. I didn't want to go anywhere or do anything but I forced myself out of the house regardless. I made the mistake of going and doing things that aggravated how I was feeling (hindsight is a wonderful thing) and I ended up completely overwhelmed. I couldn't think straight, everything blurred together and I cried a little. After some time with Iz and a nap, I realised I needed to get out of the house again, but this time to do something that would help. I felt empty and disconnected and I needed to do something to change that. I haven't been to the beach for so long, it is one of my happy places. I got lost in it all. I was instantly reminded of what's important and how fucking blessed I am.

As we headed home and drove along the estuary, we had a dolphin swimming and fishing right beside us, how amazing is that?! Note to self: get outside more, heaps more!! and no matter how bad things get, there's always so much to be grateful for. 

Janelle SilverComment