B L U R
Today was a blur. I could scrap this photo and pretend it wasn't but what's the point in that? I was anxious, unsure, chronically indecisive and sad. I didn't want to go anywhere or do anything but I forced myself out of the house regardless. I made the mistake of going and doing things that aggravated how I was feeling (hindsight is a wonderful thing) and I ended up completely overwhelmed. I couldn't think straight, everything blurred together and I cried a little. After some time with Iz and a nap, I realised I needed to get out of the house again, but this time to do something that would help. I felt empty and disconnected and I needed to do something to change that. I haven't been to the beach for so long, it is one of my happy places. I got lost in it all. I was instantly reminded of what's important and how fucking blessed I am.
As we headed home and drove along the estuary, we had a dolphin swimming and fishing right beside us, how amazing is that?! Note to self: get outside more, heaps more!! and no matter how bad things get, there's always so much to be grateful for. ♥